Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Beyonce- Sweet dreams
(Turn The Lights On)
Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I’ll get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
I’m going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn The Lights On)
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you’re there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you’ll stay by side
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn The Lights On)
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where,
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn The Lights On)
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my,
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you (Turn The Lights On)
(Turn the lights off)
(Turn The Lights On)
Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I’ll get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
I’m going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn The Lights On)
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you’re there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you’ll stay by side
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn The Lights On)
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where,
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn The Lights On)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn The Lights On)
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my,
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you (Turn The Lights On)
(Turn the lights off)
Missing you more and more everyday. 2:53 AM.
Friday, December 04, 2009
*of thoughts and warmth* just a random post here.. =) *smiles*
Missing you more and more everyday. 7:10 AM.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Thoughts were rushing through my head as I walked out of the cinema with Fione. If I am not wrong, her exact words were "Are we really supposed to go out this way? Why go out the same way we came in?" My head started spinning, my whole body aching. New moon was a nice movie, in fact, a fantastic one. The only thing that was keeping me from totally enjoying the movie was the uncomfortable seats in the cinema. The cinema was a huge one.. But then, the seats were awfully uncomfortable. I was fidgetting throughout the whole movie, turning right and left, sitting up straight and of course, sliding down. However, I could not afford to slide down too much as there was very very little space for our legs. Well, before the movie, Fione and I went to the beach.. Sorry, no photos yet.. They are all in her phone. Hehe. Tough luck, one side of my flats got washed away.. haha.. It is somewhere in the middle of the sea now. I stood on the beach for 10 minutes at least, hoping that the tide will wash my slipper back. Sadly, its gone. Now all I have is one side of my white flats. Bought them at Pulau Tikus market sometime this year. *sobs* We went for pizza after our "walk" at the beach. Couldn't finish the pizza. Then it was New Moon time. Those who walked past us kept staring at our shirts because we were wearing "I Love Jacob" t-shirts. A stranger came up to us and said :
Stranger: Well, Jacob must bea very lucky guy to have two lovely ladies loving him
Fione and Vanessa: *laughs*
Awkward but funny.
After the movie was horrible. My tummy was aching very very badly. Fione suggested to go to Coffee Island so that I can have a hot drink. As if my day couldn't get any worse, there was a torrential downpour. So, cold and in pain I was sitting at Coffee Island sipping my caramel chocolate drink. I thank Fione for being so nice by driving her car and parking right in front of Coffee Island so that I didn't have to walk so far. On the way back, there was a terrible jam. Cars were honking and there I was, in pain. Luckily, I brought my batik skirt. I was having chills... Yes, even when Fione turned her cold air cond to hot air cond. It was terrible..I had to ask my grandpa to pick me uo from Fione's place as I could not really walk.. Those aches were terrible.. So I went to the clinic after I met up with my mummy at Yamaha.. I waited for the doctor to arrive alone as my mummy had to drop my sister off to tuition... There I was shivering and moaning and groaning...When it was finally my turn... I was relieved..
Doctor: Yes, what can I do for you today young lady?
Me: I am half-dead.
Doctor: Are you sure? Because if you are half dead, then I have to call the ambulance..Now tell me what is wrong...
Me: Everywhere hurts; my head, my stomach, my joints.... practically my whole entire body.
And I lost my appetite.
Doctor: You do have a temperature..Quite high... And your ears are extremely red..Any sign of
rash anywhere?
Me: Not that I know of.
Doctor: *checks stomach* Hmmm... Your intestines are hyperactive.. and you have gastritis..
This might be a suspected case of Denggue or Chikungunya with the aches and all. The
symptoms don't manifest early. Even with blood tests, the results will be negative for
now. If your fever persists, you have to get to the hospital to be under observation.
I'll give you something for your stomach... *smiles* Get well soon.
Me: Thank you *smiles back and walks out slowly*
That night was horrible... I barely slept... With the aches and fever.. Whatever disease that is, I will never want to get it...Never ever ever again...
Feeling much better today.. Let's hope I get better *smiles* ...
Stranger: Well, Jacob must bea very lucky guy to have two lovely ladies loving him
Fione and Vanessa: *laughs*
Awkward but funny.
After the movie was horrible. My tummy was aching very very badly. Fione suggested to go to Coffee Island so that I can have a hot drink. As if my day couldn't get any worse, there was a torrential downpour. So, cold and in pain I was sitting at Coffee Island sipping my caramel chocolate drink. I thank Fione for being so nice by driving her car and parking right in front of Coffee Island so that I didn't have to walk so far. On the way back, there was a terrible jam. Cars were honking and there I was, in pain. Luckily, I brought my batik skirt. I was having chills... Yes, even when Fione turned her cold air cond to hot air cond. It was terrible..I had to ask my grandpa to pick me uo from Fione's place as I could not really walk.. Those aches were terrible.. So I went to the clinic after I met up with my mummy at Yamaha.. I waited for the doctor to arrive alone as my mummy had to drop my sister off to tuition... There I was shivering and moaning and groaning...When it was finally my turn... I was relieved..
Doctor: Yes, what can I do for you today young lady?
Me: I am half-dead.
Doctor: Are you sure? Because if you are half dead, then I have to call the ambulance..Now tell me what is wrong...
Me: Everywhere hurts; my head, my stomach, my joints.... practically my whole entire body.
And I lost my appetite.
Doctor: You do have a temperature..Quite high... And your ears are extremely red..Any sign of
rash anywhere?
Me: Not that I know of.
Doctor: *checks stomach* Hmmm... Your intestines are hyperactive.. and you have gastritis..
This might be a suspected case of Denggue or Chikungunya with the aches and all. The
symptoms don't manifest early. Even with blood tests, the results will be negative for
now. If your fever persists, you have to get to the hospital to be under observation.
I'll give you something for your stomach... *smiles* Get well soon.
Me: Thank you *smiles back and walks out slowly*
That night was horrible... I barely slept... With the aches and fever.. Whatever disease that is, I will never want to get it...Never ever ever again...
Feeling much better today.. Let's hope I get better *smiles* ...
Missing you more and more everyday. 5:56 AM.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
A few stolen moments,
is all that we shared
You've got your family,
and they need you there
Though I try to resist,
being last on your list
But no other man's gonna do
So I'm saving all my love for you
It's not very easy,
living all alone
My friends try and tell me,
find a man of my own
But each time I try,
I just break down and cry
Cause I'd rather be home feeling blue
So I'm saving all my love for you
You use to tell me,
we'd run away together
Love gives you the right to be free
You said be patient,
just wait a little longer
But that's just an old fantasy
I've got to get ready,
just a few minutes more
Gonna get that old feeling
When you walk through that door
Cause tonight is the night for feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So, I'm saving all my love
Yes, I'm saving all my love
Yes, I'm saving all my love for you
No other women is gonna love you more
Cause tonight is the night
That I'm feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So, I'm saving all my love
Yes, I'm savin all my loving
Yes, I'm saving all my love for you
For you
For you
is all that we shared
You've got your family,
and they need you there
Though I try to resist,
being last on your list
But no other man's gonna do
So I'm saving all my love for you
It's not very easy,
living all alone
My friends try and tell me,
find a man of my own
But each time I try,
I just break down and cry
Cause I'd rather be home feeling blue
So I'm saving all my love for you
You use to tell me,
we'd run away together
Love gives you the right to be free
You said be patient,
just wait a little longer
But that's just an old fantasy
I've got to get ready,
just a few minutes more
Gonna get that old feeling
When you walk through that door
Cause tonight is the night for feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So, I'm saving all my love
Yes, I'm saving all my love
Yes, I'm saving all my love for you
No other women is gonna love you more
Cause tonight is the night
That I'm feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So, I'm saving all my love
Yes, I'm savin all my loving
Yes, I'm saving all my love for you
For you
For you
Missing you more and more everyday. 6:43 PM.
You're in my arms
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close togehter
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close with waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close
So close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...
Oh, how could I face these faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close togehter
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close with waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close
So close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...
Oh, how could I face these faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...
Missing you more and more everyday. 12:08 AM.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Honestly, I don't think I can survive this. I just don't have that kind of strength. I just don't. I seriously don't.
Missing you more and more everyday. 4:35 AM.
Friday, November 27, 2009
hmmm... It has been a long time since I wrote here.. Well, things have been pretty messed up lately and now I am trying my very best to make everything alright. Mentally, of course. I have felt feelings that I have never felt before throughout my entire life, experienced adventures that I never thought I would experience, heard things that I never thought I would hear. It has been a roller coaster ride for the past few weeks. I had so many things playing in my mind, intertwining to be exact. Some of them are like movies, replaying themselves. Some good, some bad. But I know that I cannot run away from all these, much as I want to. It is like I am standing right there on the battlefield, ready for war and I feel like running away. Part of me is asking me to give up. However, there is something in me that is asking me to run forward, not backward. To run or not to run... It is like I came to this crossroad.. Not knowing which way to take. At that point, I don't know what to do. Questions popped into my mind. Many questions. Related and unrelated. Too many. I couldn't take it anymore. Ubiquitous voices were saying "choose". I couldn't decide. I cannot decide. I stood there, hands over my ears as the voices overwhelmed me. My chest tightening, my legs giving way, my mind swirling. I felt something piercing through my heart.. The excruciating pain. Gripping my chest, I know I have to stand up and face reality.. cold, harsh reality. You were with me all the way.. All the way. I gave myself to you. And so I took the road not taken because although it is painful, it seemed like the right thing to do. Now, all I can do is to pray... hard.
Missing you more and more everyday. 8:27 PM.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Finally, I am back where I came from!!! For one week..Mid-sem break. I reached Penang at 12.15 or somewhere near there. I left Puduraya at 6 something. The area was congested and it was quite a while before we actually left KL. Well, the most important thing is that I am back in Penang and I am loving it!! I am going to havea bowl of hokkien mee later.. I miss Penang food. I think I wanna take a break from rice as I have been eating rice everyday for the past two weeks.... well, almost everyday. During the weekend, my aunt took me out to eat as I stayed at her place. I had tomyam soup and a few dishes last friday.. On saturday I had ham sandwich for breakfast and spaghetti for lunch. Well, my aunt took me to eat crabs for dinner.. my gosh. they were delicious!!!! I loved it. haha. Then on sunday, she took me to Old Town for breakfast..I had their nasi lemak.. It was delicious... as always..
Yesterday when I reached home, I was so relieved. I was at this point where the feeling of being home escalates to a point where I don't feel like going back to shah alam ever again. but i know that I have to no matter what. Well, now that iI've got used to the place, I find that it is not a bad place after all... haha! oh well... =)
ciao!
Yesterday when I reached home, I was so relieved. I was at this point where the feeling of being home escalates to a point where I don't feel like going back to shah alam ever again. but i know that I have to no matter what. Well, now that iI've got used to the place, I find that it is not a bad place after all... haha! oh well... =)
ciao!
Missing you more and more everyday. 5:31 PM.
