Wednesday, December 20, 2006
i think i......well.....how would i know i would.....what can i do now......haha i am not completing my sentences now......my head wanna pau cha d la.....haiya....i can't do this...i can't do that....i wanna die d la....you know.... everything i do i will....hate life now.... it is like i can't be happy nia.... like my happiness was sucked out of my body ........ haih what can i do ...i can't...... haih haih haih
Because you love me for who I am. 1:55 AM.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Uh-oh, there you go again talking cinematic,
Yeah, you! You're charming, got everybody starstruck.
I know how you always seem to go
For the obvious instead of me, but get a ticket and you'll see.
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.
Yeah-yeah, when you call me, I can hear it in your voice,
Oh, sure, wanna see me and tell me all about her.
La-la, I'll be acting through my tears,
I guess you'll never know that I should win an Oscar for the scene I'm in.
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.
Wish I could tell you there's a twist, some kind of hero in disguise,
And we're together, it's for real, now playing.
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss, like something more than in my mind, I see it,
Could be amazing, (could be amazing!)
(If we were a movie!)
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black.
haih.....bored ....already.... haha i wonder....
Yeah, you! You're charming, got everybody starstruck.
I know how you always seem to go
For the obvious instead of me, but get a ticket and you'll see.
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.
Yeah-yeah, when you call me, I can hear it in your voice,
Oh, sure, wanna see me and tell me all about her.
La-la, I'll be acting through my tears,
I guess you'll never know that I should win an Oscar for the scene I'm in.
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.
Wish I could tell you there's a twist, some kind of hero in disguise,
And we're together, it's for real, now playing.
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss, like something more than in my mind, I see it,
Could be amazing, (could be amazing!)
(If we were a movie!)
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black.
haih.....bored ....already.... haha i wonder....
Because you love me for who I am. 6:16 AM.
someone to laugh with,
perhaps to shed some tears,
a person who's been with you all through the years,
someone to shelter you from days that are cold,
a shoulder to lean on,
a warm hand to hold,
an arm to catch you if you slip and fall,
an ear for your problems whenever you call,
someone to share your giggles and screams,
a person to tell all your secrets and dreams,
someone to hug you when you're happy or sad,
to just be there in good times or bad.
i will miss ... a lot... well.... no point telling....
signing out,
*missing you*
perhaps to shed some tears,
a person who's been with you all through the years,
someone to shelter you from days that are cold,
a shoulder to lean on,
a warm hand to hold,
an arm to catch you if you slip and fall,
an ear for your problems whenever you call,
someone to share your giggles and screams,
a person to tell all your secrets and dreams,
someone to hug you when you're happy or sad,
to just be there in good times or bad.
i will miss ... a lot... well.... no point telling....
signing out,
*missing you*
Because you love me for who I am. 6:05 AM.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
i dunno why i am so lazy and tired these days....hahaha i think i am getting older.... wow... haha luckily no wrinkles .....yet....hahaha.... yesterday i went to queensbay and went home an hour later....my mum got headache and i got stomach ache..... so all go home after dinner.... i kena stomach ache because wait for the freaking food for too long....too hungry d....then when we came home....straight away i came online.... then i went to lie down.....haha practically wrapped myself up with my comforter....hahaha.......too cold... then at night i couldn't sleep... haha lie in bed until like 1 only sleep.....haih.... worse...i woke up at 5.45 this morning... tired la.... my sister woke up in a bad mood this morning... ahhaha the moment someone goes into the room she asked that person to go away.... next week take results d....ARGHHH scared la!!!!!! my dad mentioned it at breakfast this morning....and i lost my appetite... he said that he wants to take leave on that day..... haih.... he also said that...if i get 7 A's he is gonna say "my daughter play computer everyday can manage to get straight a's" but if i don't .... he is gonna say " my daughter everyday play computer ....this kind of result is expected from her" ...... he said that if i don't get straight a's i kenot talk to him....hahaha my whole family like laughed.... except me, of course...haha haih....yer dn't wanna talk about results d.....
signing out,
*scaredy cat*
signing out,
*scaredy cat*
Because you love me for who I am. 4:19 PM.
Friday, December 15, 2006
haih.... again that stupid problem .... the same old problem almost everyday... what is wrong... i guess it is me ler.... yea same problem.... freaky... hahaha whole day gastric....if not gastric.... it is headache.... i am not surprised if i find a tumor in my brain or i get stomach cancer... hahaha well...i hope not ler..... just say nia...today jia pey is going away....to kl and singapore... haih... JIA PEY YOU MUST BRING SOUVENIR....jeslyn go vietnam say want to give us souvenir you go singapore also must give... haha joking ler.......i got nothing to say adee... haha...well....haha
signing out,
*me*
signing out,
*me*
Because you love me for who I am. 7:09 PM.
sad...sad...sad...sad...sad...sad...sad.... life is sad isn't it..... walking down memory lane... thinking of those times... haih.... but those times ended soon... well.... i will miss it....
*i love thee*
[this was on the ring romeo gave to juliet]
*i love thee*
[this was on the ring romeo gave to juliet]
Because you love me for who I am. 6:12 AM.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
i wake up every morning wondering what would my day be like.... well...i always do the same routine everyday.... first i wake up and walk to the bathroom....then i go to my grandparents' house....then i will do my work and i will help my grandma cook lunch... every day i will hope my grandpa will teach me how to make something.... like build a iguanna trap or something exciting.... but he does not do that nowadays...after that i will go read my book... then i will watch tv.... sometimes i sit on the swing.... staring at the blue sky.... hahahahha....my grandma will say that i am crazy.....well i have nothing to do..... hhahahaha .... my sister keeps saying that i spend very little time with her everyday when she over heard me telling my grandpa that i will be going to gurney on friday.... i was like "hello??? i spend everyday with you at home.... can't i spend some time with my friends??" she kept quiet....for the first time... surprisingly... haiz...
signing out,
*me*
signing out,
*me*
Because you love me for who I am. 10:40 PM.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Well I wonder,
Could it be?
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy,
Call me blind,
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do, I do
You know I really really do
Well hey... so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me theres only you
Been lonely since tha day,
The day you went away.
Go On, Yay... Oh...
I remember - date and time
September 22nd Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway
With your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again, I know
I guess I really really know
Well hey, so much i need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true, for me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
(The Day you went away)
The Day you went away
Go on, Yay...
Oh oh oh
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do, I do
You know i really really do
Well hey, so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true, for me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The Day you went away...
Go on, Yay... Oh...
Could it be?
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy,
Call me blind,
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do, I do
You know I really really do
Well hey... so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me theres only you
Been lonely since tha day,
The day you went away.
Go On, Yay... Oh...
I remember - date and time
September 22nd Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway
With your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again, I know
I guess I really really know
Well hey, so much i need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true, for me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
(The Day you went away)
The Day you went away
Go on, Yay...
Oh oh oh
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do, I do
You know i really really do
Well hey, so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true, for me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The Day you went away...
Go on, Yay... Oh...
Because you love me for who I am. 3:41 AM.
