Saturday, February 24, 2007
iaatlafom. ihmambm. itfpishthtilh. lsttm. mptssfaibom. hscib. ydwif. nittwahbl. iydlmystm. dbahmf. iaahbtw. irnttsn. ymmthgoneayammtspoe. ft. lttshimh. hcibss. how dumb! haahhaha
only jia pey can understand.
only jia pey can understand.
Because you love me for who I am. 5:15 PM.
Friday, February 23, 2007
never met a man quite like you
doing all you can
making my dreams come true
you strong and your smart
you've taken my heart
and ill give you the rest of me too
your the perfect man for me
i love you i do
mmmmm i love ya
never i have felt quite like this
good about myself
from our very first kiss
im here when you call
you've got it all
and confidence like i never knew
your the perfect man for me
i love you i do
youve got the charm
you simply dissolve me everytime
as long as you drive
im along for the ride your way
ive said it before
there wont be a door thats closed to us
im puttin all my trust in you
cuz you you'll always be true
i never couldve known this would be
aaah you and you alone yeahhh
all for me
i know your the best you passed every test
its almost too good to be true
your the perfect man for me
i love you i do
your the perfect man for me
i love you i do doooooooooooooooooo
doing all you can
making my dreams come true
you strong and your smart
you've taken my heart
and ill give you the rest of me too
your the perfect man for me
i love you i do
mmmmm i love ya
never i have felt quite like this
good about myself
from our very first kiss
im here when you call
you've got it all
and confidence like i never knew
your the perfect man for me
i love you i do
youve got the charm
you simply dissolve me everytime
as long as you drive
im along for the ride your way
ive said it before
there wont be a door thats closed to us
im puttin all my trust in you
cuz you you'll always be true
i never couldve known this would be
aaah you and you alone yeahhh
all for me
i know your the best you passed every test
its almost too good to be true
your the perfect man for me
i love you i do
your the perfect man for me
i love you i do doooooooooooooooooo
Because you love me for who I am. 7:26 PM.
Listen, to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but cant complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you wont listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You dont know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh Im screaming out and my dream to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or burned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind
You should have know
Oh now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now i've gotta find my own
(bridge)
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, If you won't
Listen, to the song here in my heart
A melody I started
But I will complete
Now i'm done believing you
You dont know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But bow I gotta find my own
My ooown
A melody I start but cant complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you wont listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You dont know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh Im screaming out and my dream to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or burned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind
You should have know
Oh now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now i've gotta find my own
(bridge)
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, If you won't
Listen, to the song here in my heart
A melody I started
But I will complete
Now i'm done believing you
You dont know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But bow I gotta find my own
My ooown
Because you love me for who I am. 7:21 PM.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
when times are hard i usually say "don't give up", hang on and you will do it. but when i am talking about this i can't really say that.....in my mind i already gave up from the moment it happened...... so i rather it not....yesterday was a sad day for me as m grandaunt passed away. she was the one who critisises me and push me to the limit. well..... haih....i guess its all for now lar....not really in the mood to post because of recent events......
Because you love me for who I am. 1:10 AM.
Friday, February 09, 2007
ok......here is a true story of a friend of mine...... well....names have been changed...obviously and i already have her permission to post her story here.....
y is a guy. w and x are two girls from the same school. they both share the same interest in that guy. recently, things have happened and w has been feeling miserable about it, hoping things will change for the better. she even cried for days. x had no idea that W like the same guy as her. well.....when W found out, she gave it a lot of thought..... she tried to forget about Y but she couldn't. As she treated X badly in the past, W decided to give in, knowing she would be miserable about it. W thinks that it is her punishment for treating X so badly last time..... although W has changed over the years, she still kept the guilt inside of her. Y has no idea that X likes him. .....should W give in???
y is a guy. w and x are two girls from the same school. they both share the same interest in that guy. recently, things have happened and w has been feeling miserable about it, hoping things will change for the better. she even cried for days. x had no idea that W like the same guy as her. well.....when W found out, she gave it a lot of thought..... she tried to forget about Y but she couldn't. As she treated X badly in the past, W decided to give in, knowing she would be miserable about it. W thinks that it is her punishment for treating X so badly last time..... although W has changed over the years, she still kept the guilt inside of her. Y has no idea that X likes him. .....should W give in???
Because you love me for who I am. 3:39 AM.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
haih....my stupid phone spoil..... hate it la.... feel like throwing it on the floor and steppin on it but it will just make matters worse...guess what....i am spending valentine's day at usm....YE workshop.... and going for tuition at night....oh well.......this year.....anyway..... i dunnu what to say adee....just that i feel extra stressed as the days pass........
Because you love me for who I am. 12:59 AM.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!! the MISERY!!!!!!!!!!
Because you love me for who I am. 11:36 PM.
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world'
Cause you don't love me anymore,
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love.
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it wasI can't understand,
no I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does.
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye.
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye, goodbye
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world'
Cause you don't love me anymore,
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love.
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it wasI can't understand,
no I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does.
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye.
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye, goodbye
Because you love me for who I am. 2:07 AM.
how many days d ar??? hahaha..... i have no idea....just too frustrated...my friends should know... well.... just wanna post a song that's all.... it is called keep holding on by avril
You’re not alone, together we stand
I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold, and it feels like the end
There’s no place to go, you know I won’t give in
(Ahh, ahh)
No I won’t give in
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothing you can do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
So far away, I wish you were here
Before it’s too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
(Ahh, ahh)
I’ll fight and defend
(Ahh, ahh)
Yeeah, yeah
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothing you can do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Hear me when I say when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeeah, yeah, yeah, yeaaaah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Dooo, do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
(Ahh, ahh)
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on
(Ahh, ahh)
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on
There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Doo, do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on (Keep holding on)
Cause you know I make it through, I make it through
You’re not alone, together we stand
I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold, and it feels like the end
There’s no place to go, you know I won’t give in
(Ahh, ahh)
No I won’t give in
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothing you can do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
So far away, I wish you were here
Before it’s too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
(Ahh, ahh)
I’ll fight and defend
(Ahh, ahh)
Yeeah, yeah
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothing you can do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Hear me when I say when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeeah, yeah, yeah, yeaaaah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Dooo, do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
(Ahh, ahh)
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on
(Ahh, ahh)
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on
There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Doo, do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on (Keep holding on)
Cause you know I make it through, I make it through
Because you love me for who I am. 2:05 AM.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
dun blame me for multi-posting today..... i am indeed MISERABLE....... i want something to come but i know that something won't come evern it takes a thousand years..... SOMETHING is very important to mua.... i feel empty without SOMETHING!!!!! where is my something???
Because you love me for who I am. 5:30 AM.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
hours and minutes seem like months and years to me.... life is passin by so slowly and i think it would be slow enough for me to realize my own mistakes. the pass and the present may be unchangable but the future may be changed..... i think... i want time to fly.... i dun want to be miserable..... =(
Because you love me for who I am. 9:18 PM.
You know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Well i won't stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say i love you,
I mean it forever and ever,
ever and ever....
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Thats my goal....
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Well i won't stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say i love you,
I mean it forever and ever,
ever and ever....
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Thats my goal....
Because you love me for who I am. 9:16 PM.
today is the second day of me being miserable..... can't eat and can't sleep.... what is my freaking problem.... why am i always the one who would end up being miserable??? maybe i should change to be a better person..... to those out there who i may have hurt previously by what i have said or done....i am sorry.... i dunnu what else to say.... i guess that i am the person who doesn't think before i act or say something.... so this apology is sincerely from my heart..... sometimes i may mean it in a joking manner...... welll..... sorry!!! to those who have been there for me when i am down..... kim, jia pey, mey, someone and the rest of my best friends..... thank you for being here.... i appreciate it.... i know that an apology won't make up for what i have done..... or said.. neither it would change anything.... i am just gonna keep this sentence hanging... the rest of it will be locked up in my head...... never gonna let it out....
Because you love me for who I am. 8:28 PM.
haih.... i feel like crying.... life has been so hard these days.... run here run there.... missing class... haih... and i can't study at home coz i have so many tuitions.... my mum won't let me quit one or two. well that is the least of my problems.... having to deal with my heart and studies at the same time makes me crazy. liking someone can be painful and at the same time it is kind of nice. well... i can't say coz i dunnu whether i should forget about it or what..... i know that the guy does not like me the way i like him but it seems impossible to forget that person especially the one who has been there for you. sometimes things just slip out of my mouth.... it can't be helped. oh well..... somebody has done the damage before i did.....maybe all i did was to make it worse. i can't deal with my studies now and i am having these kind of problems. and the worse part is... my friend too.... haih.... i know how you feel.... lonely... i keep telling you to move on but i can't seem to give myself the same advice. my brain keeps saying study.... study.... but i find it impossible... it is like i am moodless or something like that.... haih....emotional breakdown... the course of love never did run smooth .... your voice keeps coming into my head. i dunnu why.
signing out,
*unrequited love*
signing out,
*unrequited love*
Because you love me for who I am. 1:43 AM.
