Saturday, February 03, 2007
haih.... i feel like crying.... life has been so hard these days.... run here run there.... missing class... haih... and i can't study at home coz i have so many tuitions.... my mum won't let me quit one or two. well that is the least of my problems.... having to deal with my heart and studies at the same time makes me crazy. liking someone can be painful and at the same time it is kind of nice. well... i can't say coz i dunnu whether i should forget about it or what..... i know that the guy does not like me the way i like him but it seems impossible to forget that person especially the one who has been there for you. sometimes things just slip out of my mouth.... it can't be helped. oh well..... somebody has done the damage before i did.....maybe all i did was to make it worse. i can't deal with my studies now and i am having these kind of problems. and the worse part is... my friend too.... haih.... i know how you feel.... lonely... i keep telling you to move on but i can't seem to give myself the same advice. my brain keeps saying study.... study.... but i find it impossible... it is like i am moodless or something like that.... haih....emotional breakdown... the course of love never did run smooth .... your voice keeps coming into my head. i dunnu why.
Because you love me for who I am. 1:43 AM.
-the rants and ramblings of a young adult at the beginning of a journey of a lifetime.
nineteen this year.
Loves: God. shopping.dancing.
Thoughts to live by
▪ Because God created us to live and live we shall.
▪ Because God loves us for who we are.
▪ No one loves us the way God does.
▪ And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might-Deuteronomy 6:5
▪ A loving heart is the truest wisdom -Charles Dickens