i left something somewhere a few nights ago. i forgot where i put it. i drew a picture of it yesterday but i gave it away. it doesn't mean anything to me but why am i feeling guilty of giving it away? i drew that picture so hard. today, had aerobics. sang along with chihuahua. what a boring life. then when we went back to class, i had to do some homework. that's all for school life. after school i rushed like a mad girl to the library. i was just told that got library duty. i am not myself these few days. i dunno why. my mind is going haywire. stress? maybe. i have no idea. i have no idea what have i been doing the past few days either. haha. when i go to school i feel happy because i have my friends to laugh with me. this morning, before aerobics, we talked about last night's pck. so funny. vj utt is cute. i dunno why i am saying this. ahaha. i sound crazy don't i. this is getting scary. no it isn't. anyway. gtg. got homework. bye.
Because you love me for who I am. 2:37 AM.
sad* you can take it just don't break it. waiting for the sky to drop.
Because you love me for who I am. 2:38 AM.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
y am i not feeling better? you know, because of recent events i have been feeling worse. i read something the other day and actually felt intimidated. to day is the third day of me being at home, sleeping. i can't get up neither can i study. geee.... i wonder if i still have a little of my brain cells left with me. life is so miserable being sick. ok. tomorrow i must get up, get out of bed and go to school. no matter how dizzy i am. i am not going to sleep at home for the whole day anymore... i have missed a lot and i wouldn't wanna miss some more. wish there is a way that can cheer me up.
i think that...
Because you love me for who I am. 1:35 AM.
so what's up? i haven't been posting for a while now because i am busy doing homework and mostly cheerleading...hahah...sports day is over though... haih... got third for cheerleading... not bad...well, now i am sick. i had fever for four days and i have cough. sad huh? well, the only time when i laughed was when i called my friend and talked to her on the phone. we laughed about everything. but after that it was back to being miserable for me. sunday afternoon, i felt dizzy and had the urge to throw up. it was dead uncomfortable.... am still having it now.... everytime i wanted to throw up... nothing comes out... gee.. i never ever wanna get sick ever again.
Because you love me for who I am. 3:06 AM.