the FUTURE...
the two words that sound so freakingly scary to everyone.. well... to me at least.
it's like there is a forked road in front of me and i don't know which one to take.
it is the decision that will change my life.
the start of something new.
is it the safe path or the one less travelled?
i wouldn't know unless i have the courage to choose..
i know that "easy won't be part of the equation".. and it will be a bumpy road ahead of me...
obstacles are a definite..
usually...there is no turning back.... the point of no return
my dad said that is entirely up to me...
but what if i screw it up? what if i can't make it? what if i waste money?
all my life i have been waiting for the moment where i can make my own decisions... but now my parents are actually allowing me to make them... i don't know what to do...
now...i rather them make the decision for me..
but i know that eventually i have to make my own decisions... i have to learn..
Dad: you will learn through your mistakes.. you have to.... but to do that.. you have to make your own mistakes. then only you can learn from them.. don't let us make those mistakes for you ..
and we can't protect you forever...
what would my decision be?
the million dollar question...
well... i'll have to make it no matter what...
"if you risk nothing, you risk everything" -Geena Davis
Because you love me for who I am. 6:07 AM.