Friday, January 30, 2009
i always thought that not talking to you will make everything alright.. apparently i was wrong.. dead wrong... there is nothing i can do anymore... it haunts me.. when i get up in the middle of the night, i think of all those times.. don't ask me why. because that is the question that has no answer. i know you moved on. and everything seems right but on my side it is not. i have nothing else to say. i tried convincing myself that there is no point but it is not enough. can't you see? it is not so easy to forget someone who changed your life. you taught me how to be more rational. i know that there is no point now... but i can't help it.. i put on a poker face everytime people talk about it... saying that 'we don't like each other anymore'... i never wanted anything from you .. not even a relationship. i'm writing this because i cannot take it anymore. i am just going to let it be..time will decide.hopefully after a while everything will be alright.. "love is not a victory march.. it is a cold and broken hallelujah- hallelujah by rufus wainwright"
Because you love me for who I am. 4:48 PM.
you used to call me your angel,
said I was sent straight down from heaven
you'd hold me close in your arms
I love the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me
I miss you,
I miss your smile and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow
my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
i miss you
I miss you
you used to call me your dreamer
and now I'm living out my dream
oh, how I wish you could see
everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
it's true that time is flying by too fast
I miss you,
I miss your smile and I still shed a tear every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow my heart won't let you go
and I need you to knowI miss you
I miss you
I know your in a better place,
yeahbut I wish that I could see your face,
ohI know that your'e where you need to be
even though it's not here with me
I miss you
I miss your smile
and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
I miss you
I miss you
I miss your smile and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
I miss you
I miss you
said I was sent straight down from heaven
you'd hold me close in your arms
I love the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me
I miss you,
I miss your smile and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow
my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
i miss you
I miss you
you used to call me your dreamer
and now I'm living out my dream
oh, how I wish you could see
everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
it's true that time is flying by too fast
I miss you,
I miss your smile and I still shed a tear every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow my heart won't let you go
and I need you to knowI miss you
I miss you
I know your in a better place,
yeahbut I wish that I could see your face,
ohI know that your'e where you need to be
even though it's not here with me
I miss you
I miss your smile
and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
I miss you
I miss you
I miss your smile and I still shed a tear
every once in a while
and even though it's different now
you're still here somehow my heart won't let you go
and I need you to know
I miss you
I miss you
Because you love me for who I am. 4:41 PM.
