i always thought that not talking to you will make everything alright.. apparently i was wrong.. dead wrong... there is nothing i can do anymore... it haunts me.. when i get up in the middle of the night, i think of all those times.. don't ask me why. because that is the question that has no answer. i know you moved on. and everything seems right but on my side it is not. i have nothing else to say. i tried convincing myself that there is no point but it is not enough. can't you see? it is not so easy to forget someone who changed your life. you taught me how to be more rational. i know that there is no point now... but i can't help it.. i put on a poker face everytime people talk about it... saying that 'we don't like each other anymore'... i never wanted anything from you .. not even a relationship. i'm writing this because i cannot take it anymore. i am just going to let it be..time will decide.hopefully after a while everything will be alright.. "love is not a victory march.. it is a cold and broken hallelujah- hallelujah by rufus wainwright"
Because you love me for who I am. 4:48 PM.
-the rants and ramblings of a young adult at the beginning of a journey of a lifetime.
nineteen this year.
Loves: God. shopping.dancing.
Thoughts to live by
▪ Because God created us to live and live we shall.
▪ Because God loves us for who we are.
▪ No one loves us the way God does.
▪ And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might-Deuteronomy 6:5
▪ A loving heart is the truest wisdom -Charles Dickens